Jane Jamieson

I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.

Jackie Summerford

March 16, 2011

I just want a cuddle.. i miss your hugs so much.. curling up in your chair n watching a soppy film.. everything would be so much better if you was here.. ive been rowing with everyone over stupid things that i cant get over.. things wud be so much better if we were back at the bay, coz i wouldnt be like i am now at all. I know some things i've done are wrong thats why i need you here to sort me out, coz theres only a few people that care enough to bother.
i just wish you was with me right now. i love you so much, and i miss you millions..
love you lil girl xxxxxxxxxx

Kelsey

June 7, 2009

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3 years.. Wow..its really been too long. i cant stand not seein you.. when im down i'll try and imagine what you'll say too me. But i cant do that anymore mum.. i really cant, i've got older i can only imagine you talkin to me when i was 12.. im nearly 16 now. Its so hard, I love you so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kelsey

June 7, 2009

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas Mum, its our third one without each other now.
I Hope they are looking after you up there. I Love you.
Forever and always x

Kelsey

December 20, 2008

Love..x

To Kelsey & Jane..

Kelsey...I Dont know how hard it must be for you, But Im soo Proud of how well you have pulled through..you will always be a true friend too me no mater where i live.! There are endless days wen i sit and fink about you and jane...Going through ur comments made me cry soo much..ur mum was such an amzing woman and she raised such a beautiful gurl...its hard to fink how something so unright could happen..No -one deserved this..and u and ur broher are so brave. I send all my love too the family..And hope you are all well....Kelsey i knew yhoo from wen u were little and ur mum from wen i was little..all those days on the beach and at the pub will never be forgotten...Ur always in my heart ..

Jane, u were loved by soo many and you didnt deserve to go...I miss you...

All My Love

An Old Friend...

x Sarah x

Sarah (Friend)

April 1, 2008

Mothers Day ):

I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
and do they know
the places where we go
when we´re grey and old
´cos I´ve been told
that salvation lets their wings unfold
so when I’m lying in my bed
thoughts running through my head
and I feel that love is dead
I’m loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether I’m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life wont break me
when I come to call she wont forsake me
I’m loving angels instead

when I’m feeling weak
and my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
and I know ill always be blessed with love
and as the feeling grows
she breathes flesh to my bones
and when love is dead
I’m loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether I’m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life wont break me
when I come to call she wont forsake me
I’m loving angels instead..

Your Favourite Song. Take Care Mum. I Miss You So Much. But Ive Only Got You To Miss. You Have All Of Us And It Must Be So Much Harder For You Than Me ): Everytime I Cry About Anything I Feel Like Im Wastin My Tears Coz I Always Cry About You. Everything Would Be So Much Better If You Was Here. I No Joe Misses You As Much As Me But He Doesnt Talk About You To Me, He Keeps All His Feelings Private, Although I No He Misses And Loves You Lots. I Hardly Ever Cry About You To Other People. I Only Ever Cry On My Own When Im On Here Listening To This Song. Or When Ive Had A Bad Day N I No How Much Better You Would Of Made It, Just By Giving Me A Hug, One Of The Main Things I Miss About You. I Just Wanted To Say A Proper Goodbye. Happy Motherss Day For Tomorrow. You Were The Best Mum Ever And Always Will Be. You Will Never Be Replaced Or Forgotton. Talk Soon. Love You Loads And Loads. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kelsey (Daughter)

March 1, 2008

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I Miss You So Much.. I Didnt Think I Would Be Able To Get Past One Year Without You But Its Coming Up For Two And I Really Dont Know What To Do With Myself, I Keep Thinkin How Different It Would Be With You Here All The Things I Wouldnt Have Done And All The Things We Could Of Done..
Everytime I Hear This Song I Break Down In Tears No Matter Where I Am..
I Love You So Much And I Still Think About You Everyday.
You Were The Best Mum In The World.. You Didnt Deserve To Go.
xxxxxxxxxx

Kelsey (Daughter)

February 3, 2008

merry christmas and a happy new year

Sorry i havent wrote sooner, havent been able too get on here.
hope your okay?
missed christmas and new year without you, but i just thought of the memories.
love you always and miss you loadz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kelsey (daughter)

January 14, 2008

Merry Christmass

Merryyy Christmass :)
Hopeee Youuur Okk.
Me Andd Kelseyy Aree Havingg A Sleepovahh
Soonn Itss Gunnahh Bee Greatt.
Thanksss Forr Bringinn Herr Intoo Thisss Worlddd.
Muchhh Loveeee Oxxx.
Loveeee Vickiieee Oxx.

Vicki (Friend)

December 25, 2007

Miss You

Hi Sweetheart you are always in my mind and i miss you so dearly that it hurts i try to comfort through your mum and dad but it hurts .you be so proud of joe na kelsey the more she grow the more she looks like you and your little prince is as hadsome as ever.I talk to you on my way to work and i long for me to dream about you so i can tell you that i will always be your bestfriend and i hope to meet again so i can give a big hug and a kis love you girl and keep that chin up

Katie (Family Friend)

December 6, 2007